Equally Cursed and Blessed

Today was one of just plain awfulness. Almost every aspect of the day that could have gone badly did so.
Woke up tired – hurried to finish PR Research Methods and Assessments paper before work – found out halfway through giving a tour that my school group was part of the ESL program and could barely understand English – printers were backed up in Hammer Lab – kept nodding off in PR RM’s and A’s – got charged too much for Chinese food – had my Physics teacher randomly talk about the importance of insects – got a migraine – called my grandmother since it was her birthday and she just sounded…old – tried on Halloween costume, doesn’t fit – dinner (more Chinese food) was an hour late – had two trackers sign up for my Airwave slot (thankfully both didn’t show up).

It sounds terrible for anyone to rant and rave and whine like that, but one must understand that these past two weeks of midterms have by far been the worse since starting college. What with all the Jewish holidays and the Debate, I’ve missed so many classes and put off work that I just ended up overwhelming myself. Not to mention I can’t say no to helping some one out and I’m an overachieving perfectionist (goddamn me). It is somewhat encouraging to think I can’t be the only one with constant migraines, lack of sleep, and a tendency to cry in front of the entire Marketing Department…..it’s all worth it in the end though, right? Character building? Maybe one day I’ll show off my bicep?

And to THINK they wanted to place trackers during my slot so I couldn’t have the ONE thing that is all mine. I am too young to have children, I have no significant other, and my family is two hours away, all I have— I spoke too soon…a tracker just walked in. GAHHHH

This was fun to find from PR week – student run agencies. The article made me think about how I want to take PRestige, call it my baby, and rework it to something better. Right now, we meet twice a week with just the main staff. I wish we could set it up more as a conference and include everyone involved with the committees. If only, if only.

Oh! and I just got Glue . What happens is that you download this application that sits in your toolbar. It is supposed to track sites you visit and take note of books, music, and movies you look at. “Friends” can follow you and track whether they have the same interests. It doesn’t work on all sites – for example, I listen to music on thesixtyone primarily. Glue doesn’t acknowledge the artists I look up on that site, but it does on Last.FM. Also, when listening to music and opening Glue, the song stops and you have to restart the browser all over again. I’m trying to be as fair as possible and not to purposely look at sites. I want to see how well Glue tracks what I look at. Hopefully in the future Glue will track what blogs and sites you visit.
what really matters is what you like, not what you are like. books, records, films — these things matter! Call me shallow, it’s the fucking truth.” -High Fidelity-

This week’s Airwave Playlist:

artist song album C/A/R
Portugal the Man Lay Me Back Down Censored Colors C
Amanda Palmer Runs in the Family Who Killed Amanda Palmer C
Boy Eats Drum Machine Planets + Stars Booomboxxx C
Arctic Monkeys Brainstorm Favorite Worst Nightmare A
Miniature Tigers The Wolf Tell It to the Volcano C
Thao Fear and Convenience We Brave Bee Stings and All A
Shugo Tokumaru Green Rain Exit C
El Guincho Palmitos Park Alegranza! C
Black Lips It Feels Alright Good Bad Not Evil A
Lykke Li Dance Dance Dance Youth Novels A
Santogold Creator —————– A
Karl Blau Mockingbird Diet Nature’s Got Away C
Hot Lava Blue Dragon Lavology C
School of Seven Bells Half Asleep Alpinisms C
Beirut Postcards from Italy Gulag Orkestar A
Deerhoof Offend Maggie Offend Maggie C
TV On the Radio DLZ Dear Science C
Pop Levi You Don’t Gotta Run Never Never Love C
Ratatat Falcon Jab LP 3 R
Rafter Sassy Sweaty Magic C
Hot Chip Wrestlers Made In the Dark A
The Heavy Set Me Free Great Vengeance and Furious Fire A
Her Space Holiday Same Song Sing Along Sleepy Tigers C
Mad Gregs White Out Big Nun C
Dan LeSac vs. Scroobius Pip Thou Shalt Always Kill Look for the Woman A
M.I.A. Paper Planes Kala A
Peter Bjorn and John Objects of My Affection Writer’s Block A
The Receiving End of Sirens Disappear The Earth Sings Mi Fa Mi A
Self Against City Record Store Pigs A
VHS or BETA She Says Equally Cursed and Blessed A
Starf*cker Myke Petyson Starf*cker C
The Mountian Goats Lovecraft in Brooklyn ——————– C
Karl Blau Make Love that Lasts Nature’s Got Away C

One thought on “Equally Cursed and Blessed

  1. I’m sorry it didn’t go so hot.

    Love your playlist and love you!!!

    Also, ef trackers, I talk to them but I don’t let them really do anything.

    I also can’t wait to hagn out with you tonight. it’s been a while

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